Well first off.
I appologize (to anyone who does care) that i haven't posted any deviations in a long long time.

so in this long time since i haven't posted anything a lot has happened.
I am out of the tenth grade
I disbelieve in "emo" as a fashion statement.
I have become more expressive
I am smarter (i think)
I have become more interested in darker matters. . .

I have been a tad obsessed with vampires for a while now.
I have started to read books. . . fictions books about vampires.

Well only recently have i started reading.
See i never much liked reading and it is rare that i find a book that actually interests me.

Well i started reading Vampire Kisses by Ellen Schreiber.
Really a brilliant book.
I am in love with it.
I barely ever want to put it down but of course i have to sometimes.
like now.
I am on the third book.

i have drawn a few things that i will put on sometime when i have more time and my nose isn't stuck in a book. maybe tomorrow since there is no doubt i will be done with book 3 by then and i still haven't bought the 4th.

I didn't do all those things i said i was gonna do for christmas... and tht i had to get done by the end of lat month. well i will make an effort to get at least one thing in for this month ^^ (at least one thing)


IT'S HARDER THAN IT LOOKS (actually it's not that hard)
use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following ...
they have to be real places , names , things ... nothing made up !
try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial


YOUR NAME
Estella

FAMOUS ARTIST | BAND | MUSICIAN
evanesance

FOUR LETTER WORD
ears

PLACE
El Salvador

BOY NAME
Evan

GIRL NAME
Ellan

OCCUPATION
executive

SOMETHING YOU WEAR
ear muffs

FAMOUS CELEBRITY
Ellan Degeneris (i may not have spelled that right)

SOMETHING FOUND IN THE KITCHEN
eggs

REASON FOR BEING LATE
Ear infection

SOMETHING YOU SHOUT
EVERY ONE BE QUIET!!

BODY PART
Elbow

I am sure not many people will read this but if you do then do it ^^

Well i haven't made a journal or submitted anything in quite a while now.... not that anyone really cares....

So i am gonna creat a to do list:
1. I am working on a meme... so finnish that
2. Make a christamas picture of some sort with yani
3 Draw myself (estella)
4. Create a new ID

this to do list is for this month.... since i am very inactive on this site...

So that is 4 things to do in the next 9 days. I hope i don't decide to be lazy ad not do those.

Well thats all for now.
Bye-ness

Ok i haven't done a journal in exactly a month.... holy cow. ...

So in the past 2 days i have added a good number of Deviations, especially considering the fact that i haven't put anything up in a little over a month. I am sure there will be more to come soon ^^

I have a few ideas for stuff but i need batteries for my camera and a better camera... i wish.
But i recently got a tablet soooo yeah. . . .

any way. . . .

just thought i would catch up with those of you who watch me ^^

Yes homecoming is coming... ....
I got a plain blakc dress and i will look super... super myself or something.. . .
i don't know. . . .

so a little update on the whole staring at the cute little freshamn situation... well s it turns out i pass him every day after second block on my way to third.
well the whole time as i was past he stares at me. and i try not to look because i don't want to stare. . . yeah. . .
He is really cute though. well any way one day he asked my sister about me... like asked her if she had a sister about my hight with streight hair and yadda yadda.

Well after my sister told me about that i decided i can't look at him... cuz i alway look at him for a second and then look down at my binder (which became much more pleasant after a put a picture of miyavi on the front) . Well today instead of looking at him and looking dow at my binder i looked at him for a second and just before he started looking at me i looked streight forward like there was no one around at all. Although through the corner of my eyes i did see him looking at me and just as he was passing me he turned his head so as to continue looking at me.

Why must i be stared at soo much... and he is the only one i think.... but i am not used to being stared at.

So this is a crisis for me...

Oh and i have no date for home coming... my mom said i can though... even though i am not allowed to have a boyfriend....

It's like whats the point

i suppose if the freshamn cutie asked me i would think about going with him... but that might be weird... his older brother is in my grade and he is cute too only he's more of a rap kinda guy and i don't want a rap kind of guy. Freshman cutie has cute hair too... i wanna touch it lol, it looks sooo soft.... .ok i will stop XD

any ways you poor (whoever is reading) i must be torturing your souls with me girly talk.
I am sure Victoria (the only person probably reading) will care. she will want to meet (or atleast see) this freshman cutie.

ok... any ways... bye bye